Just saw my psych, and told her how much I was struggling with E V E R Y thing and that I have access to some things I probably shouldn’t.
So now she knows. She told me what I need to do if I feel unsafe, and tried to get me to agree to get rid of the things (I couldn’t).
So now we play it by ear; we wait until this contract is over and see how I go. And there’s another potential hospital admission once the contract is finished.